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Zen and the art of running: cover and description
Simplified introduction to zen
Zen and the art of running: chapters
Interesting Zen links and notes
In July 2001 Editoriale Sport Italia printed my book " Zen and the art of running ". A brave idea for a specialized technical publisher, that for the first time printed a "philosophycal" book. Success decreed by runners has given force to the message, so synthetized:
" How to train amusing, in harmony with our body and soul, getting wiser. Without any limit. "
Here
is the beautiful cover, studied from Marco Sbernadori.
And here is the presentation published on the back:
| The emotion of athletic
gesture, seen with an original sight, was the basis for this book, rich of cues
that
everyone will be able to run step by step. Autobiographic episodes,
practical suggestions, technical advices, and small and great cues of
reflection, constitute the way suggested by the author in order to
approach to hard work, and to the exaltation of running in a completely
different way: watching within us, pointing to the deep center of
ourselves. With tests, stories, questions and
reports, the author touchs all the topics interesting the runner looking
for a new interiority. The book touches all important topics for runners:
from nutrition to zen meditation, from breathing techniques to race tactics, from
race motivation to instinctivity of the athletic gesture, from dietary
supplements, to doping, injuries and diets, in a book that will generate
discussions, and will not
leave anyone indifferent. A large bibliography, a zen glossary, and
the most recent Internet links on the topic, complete the book, maybe leaving some question without answer. Or better indicating
possible answers, in order to let everyone the pleasure to "bite the apple"
without external help.
My name is Luca Speciani. I was born in Milan 6 August
1962, where I have lived for 27 years. Here I have moved my first steps
like athlete, beginning 8-9 years old, and then to the mythical Giuriati
field, then still in fine coal. Fourteen years old I joined the Riccardi
Athletics, in which I have run practically until the withdrawal from
contests (1983 approximately). There I had a good activity like Junior,
arriving 10° in Italian cathegory championship on 3000 m. at the age of
seventeen (8’34”), running also with a remarkable 5’51” on 2000
steeples. As a Senior I got 3’54” on 1500, 14’40” on 5000,
30’37” on 10,000 and - veryverygood - 9,01 on 3000 steeples. Then,
total stop for seven years. Total refuse of races, engagement, work,
family, and all things that keep a man far from tracks. Twentyeight
years old, already father of a child (Maurizio) I decided to resume to
run again. And, after one year of suffering, I recommenced to mill
kilometers. With the necessary pauses, today I succeed to train three
times every week (eventual race is one of the three), and in 1998 I had
the satisfaction to mark 2:36’ in Cesano Boscone Marathon, and 1:10.43
on Locarno (Switzerland) half marathon. Ambitions: to still improve a
little, until the age allows it. Even if my attitude towards the race is
changed very many, leaving space to fun and joy, cleaning off every
tension or obligation. I will not gain Olympic Games, ok, but... better
so. In compensation in the years I have changed one wife and a pair of
professions, so today I work with flowers (I’m Ph.D. in agrarian
sciences) and I have three marvellous children, not just all blood of my
blood but nearly: Maurizio twelve years old, and the two "twins"
Nadina and Alberto of seven. News more detailed on my job (and on me)
can be found on http://www.vivaioclorofilla.it
. Following the success of the book, the editor wanted to
give me a space every month on the magazine, whose title is “Mente,
corpo e zen” (that in English means “Mind, body and zen”). The
pieces written for the magazine are published (in Italian) on my site
about a month later. But my life is not only running, working and writing. I
like very much reading. I use Internet very frequently (for job and fun).
Sometimes I swim (if it rains), or I go in bicycle (if I’m injured). I
play football with my children (when I succeed), and I’m very curious
to test me on ultramarathons (I ran some 50 km and a couple of 55-60).
My companion is a wonderful woman, and I can say, without fear, to be a
happy man.
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This photo appears in the cover back
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A SIMPLIFIED INTRODUCTION TO ZEN RUNNING
What’s
the meaning of “zen running”? Maybe a new fashion, or a mystic way to
approach long distance races? No. It’s only an enjoyable and concrete way to
learn how to be happy when jogging. With the aim to reach a good balance between
behaviour, thoughts and feelings of every marathon lover.
In
order to realize what zen running can do, it can be useful to read this
exhilarating story.
In
the 80’s I was sent by my team to an international athletic meeting in Merano
(Italy), for a 5.000 m race. A prerequisite for acceptance was a personal best
of 14’40” I never achieved. However my team convinced me to run the race
despite my 14’59’’, mainly because
there was a place in the car (ok, running was a frugal sport in the 80’s….).
My
legs trembled when I saw the other personal bests. A German runner had a p.b. of
13’30”, and others had times a little over 14’. Indeed I was scared to be
doubled! But I was in good fitness condition and I had a great desire to enjoy
the race.
What’s
more, you must know that Merano’s ring is only 350 m long (instead of the
usual 400). Thus you run completely without chronometrical control. So, having
nothing to lose, I ran the first 1000 m in 3’, and with great surprise I
realized I was in ‘pole position’.
Well.
Slow race, I thought. They wanted the youngest to be the pace-maker. Ok.
After
2000 m (in 6’) I was still first, and the same after 3000 m (in 9’).
Now,
try to be in my shoes: 18 years old, international athletic meeting, flying legs,
night lights in the stadium, soft red tartan ring, alone at the head of the
race… I couldn’t think of anything more: rhythm, personal best… nothing. I
was pure pleasure of running, joy to be racing, emotions deeply striking my
heart.
After
4000 m, although my rhythm was very regular (always 3’/km), nobody had
taken my place as of yet. So I said: let’s go!
My
legs started turning the way they had never done before, and I ran the last km
in 2’42, with only the German
runner beating me in the final rush. I had left all the others behind.
None of the other runners had
managed to reach me, even though their personal
bests much lower than mine.
Today
I realize that such an astonishing performance (17 seconds faster than my p.b.!)
was strictly due to the particular situation I lived. My body worked completely
free of mental conditioning. In
other words I had “run zen”, completely aware of what I was doing, without
any mental suggestion, totally “there” in the moment of the race.
Zen
is an oriental mystical practice (indeed one of the many branches of Buddhism),
whose aim is to reach the awareness of the moment, by practising meditation.
This way it’s possible to see life exactly “as it is”, free from all the
mental structures we always build on it.
Meditation
(key idea of all zen practice) is a full encounter with ourselves, with our
deepest side. We can reach it with an instinctive perception of our being, by
liberating ourselves from the crowd of the conscious thoughts that are usually
on our mind (please read these concepts a few times until they become familiar).
Zen
running to me means to enact the meditation process, which is usually performed
in a sitting position, on the run. Whether
you’re racing or training, the important
thing is to be completely free from conscious thoughts, letting yourself go to
the deep freedom of your running.
Do
you have an idea of the amount of power springing from such a game? Do you have
an idea of what your body can express, if only you succeed in cutting all ties?
Did you never feel such an intense desire to melt body and soul in what you’re
doing? Well. Zen running gives you all this, and much more.
A
lot of recently published scientific works confirm the positive effects of
meditation on body and health. On runners it can reduce the intoxication from
lactic acid; it can also improve the monitoring of heart rate, and so on.
But more than through any scientific research, the only way to realize
the meaning of zen running, is to do it. Bite the apple and feel the taste, as a
zen teacher would say.
About
this interesting subject, I wrote a book (published in July 2001 by the magazine
“Correre”, the most sold (and historical) running magazine in Italy – a
sort of italic RW) whose title was “Lo zen e l’arte della corsa” (that
sounds like “Zen and the art of running”). If someone is able to read
Italian, or interested to translate it for USA, it can be ordered calling the
magazine “Correre” at http://www.sportivi.it
. This book has been a good success (the editor was very surprised, not me) and
now in Italy zen-running is considered fashionable, and many runners find their
moment of meditation during their races or their daily training. The place where
I write all about my running and zen is http://www.vivaioclorofilla.it/zen.htm
Following
the success of the book, the editor wanted to give me a space every month on the
magazine, whose title is “Mente, corpo e zen” (that in English means
“Mind, body and zen”). The pieces written for the magazine are published (in
Italian) on my site about a month later.
The
future is within us, not out. Don’t let it go away without biting our apple.
Luca Speciani
www.vivaioclorofilla.it/zen.htm
Zen and the art of running: chapters
Zen and the art of running
Presentation of Marco Marchei (marathon champion)
Presentation of Attilio Speciani (physician)
INTRODUCTION
- "One among (possible paths, possible ways)"
A VERY PRACTICAL THEORY
- Nobody will did for you the things that not even you want to do
- Zen practice and meditation
- Body and mind like allies or antagonists: all is one.
- Running and instinct: a natural gesture.
- Running and thoughts: real histories of brainful athletes.
- Technical gesture: to be our run
ZEN RUNNING
- Something to begin: company and clothes
- Breathing and awareness: two simple exercises
- Running and breathing: zen in movement
- Energy and perception of our body
- Free from stress: zen relaxing
- Free from goals: running for fun
ZEN AND RACES
- The training: duty and fun
- New motivations for top runners
- To compete or not-compete: the real enemy it's you
- Zen race technics: caution and control
- Marathons and ultras: extreme resistance technics
- A good training session: zen and training programs
- Accepting our defeat: getting free from our ego and learning from our faults
ZEN, FOOD AND WELL BEING
- Feeding, dietary supplements, doping: a mental edge.
- Lose weight with zen (only italian link)
- Zen, health and illness: injury prevention.
- Beginning to run with zen
ZEN LIVING
- An experiment: if you'd know you'll stop running tomorrow?
- To overcome our ego: watching us from outside.
- Looking for something on the track: attention, friendship, compassion
- Zen and sociality: body and mind.
- The anti-zen runner: different from us, but very alike
- Running as a source of self esteem and personal ripe.
- Being zen without knowing to be it.
TEN ZEN RUNNING TALES
- Naked (by Indro Neri)
- Time which runs (by Gian Mario Villalta)
- Milan with my father (by Adalberto Bonecchi)
- Angels with teeth (by Luca Speciani)
- Sahara 2001 (by Massimo Carnevali)
- The slow runner and the ambulance (by Ettore Comparelli)
- Bend points (by Attilio Speciani)
- I was running in the marsh (by Roger Bannister)
- Treviglio's half marathon (italian link - by Luca Speciani)
- American runs (by Giorgio Pogliano)
QUESTION AND ANSWERS
- FAQ: some provocative question
- Test: how much zen in your life?
WORDS FOR BEGINNERS
- Zen glossary for beginners
- Athletic glossary for still not runners
DEEPENINGS
- Commented bibliography (italian link)
- Links (italian comments)
THE FUTURE WITHIN US
- Athlete's natural evolution
- Becoming champions with zen
THE AUTHOR
- Who's the author
Some chapters, just to taste a little the flavour of the book....
“The clearest way into the Universe, is through a forest wilderness” (John Muir)
Speaking of running and zen we might think requires at least a smattering of
the basic concepts of Buddhism and zen. That could actually be true
according to logical thought. Anyway the beautifulness of zen is also to be
found in the understanding the intuitive reality that is beyond logic. Such
reality can be sensed if we learn to live each day at a time (not dwelling in
the past or the imagined future) and fulfilling ourselves in the direct
experience of the way things are. I will then use this introduction to give some
important hints about the subject, saying first that whoever wanted to skip it
straightaway, getting up soon to the first chapter, he won’t be blamed.
Of course, reading these lines will make easier to understand all the rest but, as the title of the well known book by Shunryu Suzuki: “Zen mind, Beginner’s mind” reads, don’t worry at all and start reading from anywhere you like. Maybe you’ll review all later and will figure out in truth and depth every word .
The zen master who was asked by his
pupil: “What is zen meaning?”
replied: “When I eat, I eat. When I
sleep, I sleep”. And to the student’s protests, as he was unable to
understand, claiming that he already did this, the master made the concept
clearer saying: “It is not true, you
fools! When you eat, you think to
everything else, and when you
should sleep, you relish in a thousand thoughts. And you are NEVER
completely present in all your actions!”
So please, don’t mind, and start reading from where you like, instinctively. Provided that once you have decided to read, you just read.
When we hear about Buddhism or Induism, influenced as we are by our cultural background, we use to think of some exotic religion, perhaps worshipping idols or human sacrifices, or of some weird superstition like meat refusal or the worship of statues and animals. So we put voo-doo, Indian totems, fakirs and hermits together into the same brewing of naïve and childish beliefs.
Then, candidly, we go reading horoscopes or pleading some saint to solve our problems. It could be just time to make the alarm clock to ring. In recent years Buddhism has won a certain number of followers, thanks to the unintentional sponsoring of a few VIPs, among whom the football champion Roberto Baggio, the TV host Marco Columbro, the actor Richard Gere, who have re-created around the subject an atmosphere of curiosity and mystery. But what Buddhism really is and where zen gets to, few people know and yet fewer people are able to live by those principles.
It’s neither easy nor immediate to understand what Buddhism is all about.
Hence, we can imagine how difficult it would be to understand the way this may affect our running attitude. But trust me, the two things are, for us athletes, closely related. Will philosophers and theologists forgive me for the necessary simplifications. In addition, it’s curious the picture that many people have got of the man Buddha as a fat man, explainable by the existence of certain statues representing him that like.
That image is totally antithetic to that reported (for example) in “The little Buddha”, the movie with a slim Keanu Reeves, or to the evidence that there are few fat Buddhist priests. Surely the man Buddha, free of any relationhip with anything at all, could hardly have been tempted by the elementary one of food.
Let me say then, to clarify, that although in a few historical periods the worship of saints was expressed through pictures of what during that time was considered beautifulness and wealth, that doesn’t mean those pictures represented true life. Thinking of Buddha like a fat man, lazy and apathetic, comes under those convenient explanations that drive us to superficially think that our religion is the only one ‘right’. Let’s get rid of any picture of Buddha, beautiful or ugly, fat or slim, and let’s start listening instead.
If for a Catholic is easy to understand the Muslim or Hebraic religion, both monotheistic and with quite a number of similarities (God or Allah, prophets, scriptures, saints, sins, paradises, penances), less easy can be to understand the figure of Buddha who doesn’t claim to be God, neither to be his son nor his herald, but only a man.
Perhaps he’s closer to the figure of Gandhi, or Socrates, or Saint Francis or Mother Therese. How then could we construct a philosophical system on somebody who claims to be only a man? Because things that Buddha did and said during his life are so special, that can be worth building on them part of our path. Then if this is religion, philosophy, whatelse is not much important. There’s quite a lot to learn, to apply, and quite a long way to understand how to feel well within ourselves and the others.
Buddha (in the world Siddharta Gotama or Sakyamuni) lived in India in the sixth century B.C. and, son of a king, left the court life to devote himself to investigate the causes of suffering in life. He went through different experiences: poverty, ascesis, till he attained Enlightenment (Buddha comes from ‘budhi’ that is ‘to awaken’) and began to teach what he had deep down learned. I’ll try to develop a short synthesis of mine, with no pretence to be complete, about Buddha’s thought.
First of all Buddha points out that suffering is caused by wanting and clinging. Clinging to things, to people, to goals and personal expectations.
His suggestion is to ‘let go of them’ (we would say: ‘to fly high’) that is to accept life and things in their ISness: without forcing them, without trying to endorse and advocate our worldview onto everyone else. Also he preaches the respect of every living and not living creature.
He invites us to follow a few precepts, better not to investigate here (but that don’t lay down either celibacy or abstinence) and that anyway represent a means not an end. He preaches up pity, that must permeate all our actions. He invites us to count only on ourselves to face our problems and to not ask for external help, not even by prayer.
According to Buddha everything flows, everything is fleeting, sooner or later it will disappear or will change: from the littlest anxiety to one’s lifetime. Clinging to what is impermanent we get false views of the surrounding world. If, on the contrary, we liberate our selfness from all the fog of our egoism, from the slavery of words and the constriction of logic, of our continuous expectations, then we’ll be able to ‘see’. The right view of the world ‘as it really is’ can be achieved through meditation which is not a mental activity but a ‘no thinking’. It leads via an ever-growing consciousness of what we are and do, to the Enlightenment, that is the clear view. And through the clear view, we get world experience no more like the dualism good/evil, nice/ugly, life/death, spirit/matter, but as a whole which we are part of.
He preaches all this with the Buddha’s smile, still, kind, pacified, awaken, detached, full of compassion and love. The living sign of the fruits of enlightenment: peace, love, mindedness, respect, attentiveness, liveliness. Is that all? You’ll say. That’s all. However we are talking of a ‘that’s all’ so revolutionary to win a huge number of adherents over, and a very large following over the ensuing centuries.
First in India, then in China and Japan where zen is born around 600 B.C.
In China where Taoism and Confucianism prevail (two religions very pragmatic and focussed on everyday life) Buddhism loses most of the ritual and speculative aspects (though already pared to the bone), and zen is born like a current of thought still more attentive to gesture instinctiveness and spontaneousness.
Zen, which doesn’t contradict at all the theoric principles of Buddhism, places at once itself in a critical position, a priori denying the value of scriptures, the rigour of precepts, the mental speculations and any symbol (think only to that zen quote reading: “If the Buddha be in your way, kill the Buddha”, that is, be independent and cling to nothing). It gives then the highest value to experience and intuitiveness, emphasizing the importance of meditation sessions as a means to evolve and attain enlightenment.
Everyday practice, then, in contrast to doctrine, prayers, rites, theoretical study of texts and theological problems. It’s exactly this rejection of hierarchies, authority, dogmatism, and structures that makes zen the ‘black sheep’ of Buddhism.
A heresy that could survive the orthodoxy thanks only to the greatest oriental quietism. In the West (where we erected stakes for those who were doubtful about some dogmas) probably, it would last just a few weeks.
Zen art, for example painting, sculpture, or poetry is completely immediate, and is expressed through straightforward and spontaneous strokes, just as they come, to capture the beauty or the poetry of an instant.
These concepts you are reading, believe it or not, in addition to the content, were also written in zen mode, that is, instinctively, following the inspiration and (with the necessary changes) transforming it in written words. Perhaps the work will lack a bit in unity but the freshness of the contents (if present) will irresistibly emerge.
Hoping the message I want to give will be got intuitively, rather than rationally.
Instinctiveness in zen art is simplicity and immediateness. A flying bird, according to zen, is a flying bird. When we try to reproduce it , to stuff it, to depict it or just to think of it, we make it a dead thing. The only way to perceive it is to capture it in the very instant. And to get the instant we need consciousness and right view. No theological interpretations, no ecclesiastic hierarchies, no long descriptions, no faith mysteries. Bite the apple, instead, and taste it.
A very beautiful poem by Ikkyu underlines the idea:
”That
stone Buddha deserves all the birdshit it gets.
I wave my skinny arm like a tall flower in the wind”.
Symbols have no value. What is real is life, my skinny arms in motion.
That in their simplicity have the beauty of a flower driven by the wind. Infinitely truer than any other sacre or profane image.
Within a few hundred years zen spread in China and in Japan (where it becomes the main Buddhist practice) while in India and Tibet Buddhism maintains more orthodox characteristics.
Today due to the silent Chinese invasion of Tibet, Buddhism in China is persecuted and misrepresented by cult appearances, patronized by the Government. On the contrary, many Japanese zen schools developed in the United States since early sixties, finding important testimonials (Alan Watts, Jack Kerouac, Allen Ginsberg), and nowadays you won’t find an European big town without a more or less frequented zen temple.
Anyway because of its total non-violence and lack of any will in converting followers, the Buddhist presence (and much more the zen one) is always discreet, little noisy, and respectful of other people’s beliefs.
I think that an aspect of high importance to talk about here (which I find perfectly natural in the oriental thought) is actually that no zen follower would ever dream of imposing his own ideas and beliefs to anybody else using power (or plagiarism, coercion, imposition). In contrast to many other religions, which in the course of centuries have been guilty of the greatest atrocities, thinking to please their gods.
Further, zen doesn’t set as a specific goal to make proselytes or to increase the number of followers. If this happens is because the compassion of every adept promotes the diffusion of these concepts which first off , help us to feel well within ourselves and to find greater interior harmony.
The intimate conviction of adepts (as they profess to be tolerant of other beliefs, and not to cling to one’s own) is that zen doesn’t represent THE path, but ONE AMONG possible paths, ONE AMONG possible ways towards ourselves and towards the understanding of life.
Of course, in my opinion, a wonderful path, an exciting way.
I’d like all the suggestions and explanations (mainly those related to running) we’ll discuss in these pages (although passionately presented) be taken from this point of view.
But what are the relationships between zen and sport activity specifically between zen and running?
They are quite a lot, and much closer than we can imagine, for both the ultra-marathoner and the one just beginning to become interested in running some steps.
It’s surely worth understanding them one by one.
BODY
AND MIND LIKE ALLIES OR ANTAGONISTS: ALL IS ONE.
“To
see a world in a grain of sand and heaven in a wild flower
Infinity in the palm of your hand and eternity in an hour.” (William
Blake)
In that beautiful book titled “The man who became God” by Gerald Messadie’ (who forms, from historical sources, the hypothesis that Jesus had not ressurrected but just survived) Jesus, after his resurrection, gets back to the Apostle Thomas and tells him: “Thomas, Thomas, don’t be deceived: body and soul, it’s all one”. This having been said by the one who throughout the whole book had defied death with the words “my kingdom is not of this world”, is worth some remarks.
Each of us has thousands different ways to approach running. Some people does it to relieve some tensions, others for just spirit of competition, others want just to stay in shape.
Other people want to cultivate human relationships in a friendly background, or to be fashionable or to win a bet (I’ll do the New York City marathon!).
Somebody else needs to let out their own aggressiveness, or to build their muscular tone, or they choose running as a preparatory activity to other sports (cycling, swimming, triathlon, Nordic skiing, football, tennis). Definitely we all go running and most of us love doing it. We run in the town or in the middle of a wood, on a highway or in the snow.
There are days on which we are dying for a run, on other days we have to put ourselves on a leash because it’s raining, it’s cold or terribly hot. Our mind (a runner’s mind) is always in touch with our body. Whether we are top level runners or the latest ones arrived just before the cleanup, doesn’t change that much.
A runner is a little different from anybody else because he is used to deal with his body. As in the well known spot (“Runners, yeah we’re different”) where you see a man in the queue at the bank office doing kneebendings. We, runners, are used to recognize all the sensations our body goes through.
We know what to be tired means. We know what it means a 200 pulse rate. We know what an excessive sweating implies. We have experienced hunger (almost starving) during a triathlon or an ultramarathon. And we can do mental associations between mind and body, since in some circumstances we personally experienced that, for example, tiredness and hard training mean injury.
We know that demotivation implies poor performance in a competition. We also know that in presence of pain we must slow down the pace. And sometimes we regretted having run in the too cold or too hot, suffering then bronchial disease, cough or flu.
It might seem obvious to anyone. But it’s not always like that.
If, instead of listening to us and heeding our body advices, we follow the logic of removal, to get rid of the annoying symptoms, we can be sure we’ll get the opposite result. According to the usual logic of external aid, too often we think that a medicine will clear up whatever problem we have. If we have a sore knee we get an anti-inflammatory. If we have and headache, here we are an analgesic. And we don’t realize that doing this is like switching off the alarm of the anti-theft device while thieves are inside our house.
Body actually sends us warning signals: “You are tired, be careful!”. You can’t stand that pace, that tension. Your head’s spinning. We should grasp those messages and take a fully ten hours rest. But not: let’s swallow an analgesic and rush to work. And on lunch time, hard repeats, there’s a race in 20 days. The body then rebels against us sending deeply inside the symptoms (with an allergy, an insomnia, a tachycardia, a depression), so we go to the doctor’s and tell him: “Doctor, what’s happening to me, still I eat so well…”. “Stupid fools!” would say a zen master dealing a stick blow on our back “you who disregard body messages, so valuable!”.
Equally wrong, of course, is to suppress a tendinitis or an articular pain with an antinflammatory. If the body notifies us that we need a stop that is because it really needs. If we swallow a pill and upon that we afterwards go to run a marathon, we are stupid fools twice.
Because that tendon or that articulation requesting us a break, will be on the contrary overexerted. And as soon as the effect will be over we’ll find us with a double damage. Perhaps we’ll be forced to stay still for a few months or to wait until rehabilitating from some microfracture.
My father, Luigi Oreste (one the founders of Psychosomatic Medicine in Italy), used to say that recovery from any disease would always imply the acquisition of greater wisdom. Maybe a two months break will teach us the body has his own way more often than our brain. And we have to listen to it even when we don’t like much what’s telling us. We know that the body won’t accept any suppression and its symptoms are but warnings.
When we’ll finally understand, like Thomas, that an unheeded body will rebel, that body and soul are one only thing and that after all, it’s all one, we will get a bit closer to zen.
The mind, as it is, it’s indisputably useful in the basic logic processes.
It’s raining, I would better take an umbrella. Less useful when our decisions involve the body, its expressions, our perceptions. Shall I join the race or shall I not? Shall I pull ahead the group or better stay covered for yet some kilometer? Shall we do another repeat? In these cases the body has to be inquired, and from it we have to wait for answers to come.
Jader Tolja, co-author with Francesca Speciani of the beautiful “Thinking with body”, says that it’s useless to bound our thinking within our brain only, since a few squared meters of body surface are available to us for transmitting us a continuous flow of messages and information as provided by thousand years of evolution. Yet thinking with our body it’s not free. It’s a skill that must be obtained. It must occur to us that tiredness, charge, difficulty in pushing up, little pain, heart bounces etc. are signals.
We need to sense that body and mind are not antagonists, but friends, allies. We sometimes should be able to change the verb ‘have to’ into the verbs ‘can, wish’. To acquire these abilities it’s necessary to make room to the expressions of body sensations. We must release from our mind the too many thoughts affecting it. For example with a little practicing zen meditation.
“When we are serious that’s the right moment to play. But it’s when we are really playing that indeed we feel like to do it seriously.”
My friend, Paolo De Zordo, follower of the Dead Runner Society, devised a very amusing play to train with his 8 years old son. Basically, along a trail (the 6.8 km long ring of Milano Idroscalo) the kid cycles with his father running by his side. The father taps on the boy’s back and soon after sprints ahead to not be caught. After a while the father is reached and ‘touched’. At this point is the father’s turn to be off and give his kid on bike the chance to catch him again. And so on. In the end a very hard workout comes out and of an high lactacid value that yet can be adjusted depending on the participants’ will, age or naughtiness of the kid, or the wheel diameter. What is sure is that the time will fly and at the end of the workout everybody will collapse simply because our legs won’t be able to carry us anymore.
Some years ago Pizzolato suggested a new version for adults, still mixing running and cycling, in which two athletes took turns at one bike, exchanging it on courses of variable length, depending on the runner’s value. And it’s quite understandable that one who won twice the NYC marathon has always to come up with something new to find a running mate. But then who has never done the game to catch up with a slower runner (maybe in a popular free start race) betting on the time required to reach him?
On track, very often, funny competitions are held: ‘couple’ relay races, regularity races, elimination races, mixed relay races of all kind. Sometimes we happen to notice to our astonishment that results achieved during these informal competitions are more brilliant than those gathered in more official contests.
Moreover, how come a child today grumbles if the p.e. teacher asks him to run a complete lap, while he runs for two hours in a row if asked to do the relay race on the war-path? Exactly.
When we play we automatically concentrate on what we are doing. We are self-possessed and nothing can distract us. Our energies therefore increase out of all proportion and we can do, playing, what we would not be able to achieve simply using our mental efforts.
When we are fully aware of the excitement of a gesture (play in this case), we are practicing Zen, we are opening up to reality and life. It’s not by chance, it’s a choice.
As it is not casualty that the best Olympic successes of the Norwegian and Finnish long distance runners, since the 30’s till the more recent 70’s (from Paavo Nurmi and Pekka Vasala to Vainio) originated from running for fun. This is in fact the literal translation of the word “fartlek” which was the training approach adopted by the Nordic athletes.
Fartlek in fact consists of a free run in the woods, among climbs, slopes and hill crossing, done at variable paces on variable distances with no chronometric means.
Practically, you run (after the warming-up) a rather fast course (uphill for example) then you proceed at an easier rhythm without stopping at all. After 3-4- minutes you sprint again (up to the road sign).
And so forth for an hour, an hour and a half, as you like. A training method like fartlek appeals of course to our ability to listen to ourselves and to recognize our sensations. With the chrono off, we are forced to feel our fatigue and if desired, to verify our limits. But always having fun, relaxing. You can’t think of fartlek run in the woods in tireness or bother. If it’s not playing, it won’t be fartlek. Nordic athletes anyway found out that ‘playing’, they could work seriously. And getting rid of the burden of chronometric schedule they have seen their track performances to improve on long distances thanks to their attained ability to stand lively paces for very long.
Today, when speaking about fartlek we divide it into short, medium and long, with repeats of one, two or four minutes, without realizing that doing so we deprive it completely of its playful character, typical of ‘running for fun’.
If we really want to go running Zen we must be able to rid ourselves of all goals. That doesn’t mean we have not to rejoice at a good result : it simply means to not consider that fulfilment the necessary condition for our satisfaction.
Agam Bernardini mentions a personal anecdote in which he applied the Zen idea of play in a football match with his daughter and a few friends of theirs.
Everybody seemed to be amusing but the inaccuracy of the goals (they were made, as it usually happens when the ground is just grass, of overcoats and t-shirts) was a frequent source of trouble in the proper awarding of points. And complaints came in thick and fast: ‘It was goal! No, it was out!’ with the consequent bad mood of them all.
At a certain point Agam decided: they would have tried to score goals but no more points would have been recorded! Everyone at first were a little puzzled. Then little by little they got over the new rule. At last his daughter told him:’Dad, that was the more amusing football match I ever played!’.
The Zen power, the power of a free mind. Can you imagine what could it be of the thousands of hotheads fighting weekly at the stadium if such a rule were applied on Sundays matches?
When we run we must forget the verb ‘to have’. We don’t have to say ‘I have to’ but ‘I can, I like’.
Our body is able to deliver a performance that can carry on to a certain extent. Beyond that point we can hurt ourselves .
Our mind, so powerful, can charge us with paces and times that the indivisible whole of our self is not able to bear . And in some way we then risk to pay our reckoning: no concentration on job, becoming irritable, being taken ill more often, getting injured, getting into overtraining or falling into depression.
We are something much greater than our
mind only and also something more than just our body. The two as a whole make
something more different than their simple sum. Let’s try to remember it .
Running having fun can be a very pleasant way
to do that daily.
As
soon as we'll start getting under way in the world of zen way of life, we surely
will happen to notice how a few people are completely poles apart of this view.
Nevertheless
we must feel pity for their weakness and clinging that unfortunately will
probably bring them unhappiness and grief. Let's try then, just to be able to
critically identify some of these faults in ourselves, to sketch a portrait as
much faithful as possible of the anti-zen runner that is, the one whose ideas
are at the exact opposite of oriental philosophies.
First
of all the anti-zen runner has a lot of clinging: to things, to people, to ideas.
Clinging doesn't mean passion or commitment. It means instead to attach too much
importance to things, turning them into something they are not.
An
example of clinging to one's partner is what begets jealousy. Love can begin
only in full freedom and trust. If we
feel
pathologically dependent on somebody, we'll experience ill feelings and we'll
suffer. Jealousy will be joined by diffidence, desire of revenge, grudge,
meanness, mistrust.
So
our relationship will change into a living hell causing sadness and
disappointment.
As
my companion uses to say: "It's nice knowing to be like a balloon: free to
fly in the sky, but firmly anchored to you by a solid cable". A cable that
is evidently made of trust and honesty, not of clinging.
It's
not only to people of course that we can be attached the wrong way. He will live
an unpleasant situation also that runner who will be morbidly seized on the
score got in marathon. He will get himself bound to that result to such an
extent that he will identify with it. And when he will fail to get to it he will
feel a loser, disappointed and spent. Moreover, he will also have wasted so many
energies trying to achieve it that they will procure him stiffness, tenseness,
useless efforts.
Clinging
is the outcome of the never-ending mind work. Don't let us be conditioned.
Another
characteristic of the anti-zen runner is plaintiveness.
To
the anti-zen runner nothing goes off well. There's always somebody conspiring
against him. And even if it is raining (who can be blamed?) he will probably
suppose that an adverse fate is going to knock him for some mysterious reason.
The
marathon course will always be longer or uphill. Antagonists will have hindered
him or shoved off, or set a too much or too little steady pace. In the month
preceding the race he won't have been able to train properly due to his work,
family or health problems, or for bad weather.
Thus
this person's lifetime will be devoted to trouble and suffering.
The
joyful acceptance of life “just as it is” is totally unknown to him.
Father
Anthony De Mello in one of his famous books about eagles and chickens says that
for these people is as if, in a crash on a river with an empty boat going adrift,
a boatman got mad with the (nonexistent) crew of the other boat.
It’s
nonsense getting angry or railing.
The
boat is ALWAYS empty even when we get the impression it is full.
The
anti-zen runner will also have a peculiar way to solve his own problems from
outside only. He will never take in consideration to question his actions or to
pay attention to his inner self.
If
he gets flu he will suppress it straightaway with an antibiotic and if he feels
tired he will get ginseng or royal jelly (at best) instead of some rest.
If
he gets problems due to some injury he won’t agree to miss neither a couple of
workouts rather he will expect arch supports, anti-inflammatory measures,
massages and a number of therapies. But it will never occur to him that working
at himself (and perhaps at his will to run) he could achieve some result. Other
people will always have to solve his problems. He, from inside, will never try.
To
somebody’s advices he will always and invariably reply: ”Yes, but I…”
because his situation is always completely different than anybody else’s, so
much selfishly he is absorbed in himself only.
Despite
his being clearly always angry, unhappy, unsatisfied,
(a
smile will never be hosted by his face), he keeps passing terrible judgments on
all other colleagues of his.
One
doesn’t understand a blessed thing, that other one is long-winded and boring,
the third is so rude, the fourth, he knows
well
why his wife left him and the fifth, for heaven’s sake, don’t let me say a
word.
The
idea that judging other people actually means judging ourselves would certainly
catch him unprepared.
Judgment
is son of a huge ego making us to feel at the center of the world whatever we
do. What we don’t get is that for the others we are absolutely not at the
center of the world, and if in human relationships we take on that side, fight
will be inevitable.
Rather
than to start listening, to understand, to look at other’s point of view that
could help us to grow up, we stick at ours being left standing.
The
enormous ego of this kind of a person tends always to come out.
In
any debate the stakes will never be to learn something more or to take together
a step further, but constantly to have one’s own way and the last word.
At
the root of this behavior (that, if
we think of, stops any chance of a positive dialogue) there is a huge sense of
superiority that spoils every attempt to put oneself in others’ place.
There
is a conviction, supported by our catholic, scientific and western education,
that our way of thinking is the
only one right, the only one infallible, the
only one with the seal of authenticity.
I
remember a classmate of mine at high school who, annoyed by my chattering about
homeopathy as alternative medicine, had replied to me:
“But
can find nothing about in the book!”
this
meaning to him (top of the class) that thing did not exist.
And
I still remember the arguments at home about other cultures and religions,
always marked by the idea that those others (poor people) indulged in nonsense
rites or in childish superstitions.
Until
we keep thinking that only our way of life, our culture, our nationality, our
science, are true, we won’t be able to discuss about anything with anybody.
We’ll only be dealing with our granitic beliefs.
It’s
likely to find at field somebody talking about the latest training techniques
rather than politics or doping. And
it’s easy to identify immediately who wants to force his point of view on us
without any possibility of discussion. He’s the one not realizing the
aggressiveness of his discussing: he’s an anti-zen runner.
Of
course, the problem is not related to the passionate defense of one’s own
opinion or to being deeply convinced of a concept.
The
problem is identification with one’s own thought, so that we feel ourselves
questioned when our thinking is being criticized.
When
identification disappears, ego disappears, and with that our fear to be
questioned as individuals.
How
often have you heard flat sentences imposing you to do this or that: “If
you run two marathons in a month, you’ll suffer throughout the year!”, “If
you don’t hold fast paces, your condition will decline mercilessly”, “Who
won’t train at least once a day can’t think of completing a marathon” or
also “If you don’t do stretching sooner
or later you’ll get injured” or “Without dissociated diet you’ll lose 10
sec in marathon”.
All
flat statements said by the expert in turn as if they were absolute truths. To
be honest we know very well that theories keep getting confirmations and denials,
and indisputable truths, in this matter as in many others, are really few.
Let’s
mistrust who wants to impose on us his univocal point of view: about abortion,
cloning, or uphill workouts, discussing, having confrontation, means stepping
aside and listening. Thinking together. If we start thinking to identify with a
thought, we’ll be defeated from the very beginning .
Our
opinion, as qualified as it can be, will always be ‘one’ of many.
We
can recognize an anti-zen runner from many other characteristics.
His
lack of awareness of the moment (that is his not being self-conscious
while living) causes him to
be unbelievably superficial in everything. In human relationships like in chats
or training sessions. Things will never stop inside him but will only travel
through him. You’ll find him the same even after ten years, as no element of
inner growth can really affect him.
Sons,
divorces, graduations, world records, will be for him like checks of a
chessboard which will never get a complete meaning.
His
competitiveness will be exaggerated and twisted.
Missing
a goal he had set will cause him a crisis of identity.
Therefore
he won’t hesitate to use all means to get what he wants, due to his
identifying with the goal itself.
When
he will talk about his workouts he will lower by a number of seconds the times
he actually achieved, and will do the same with races. His 3 hours and 37
minutes in marathon, will be soon turned into 3 hours and a half. But as this
has been got in muggy weather, and up some climbs, it’s as if it was 3 hours
and 20. And if the ensuing marathon is enough far off, keeping nattering, his
prospective time will draw near three hours. This will of course mean that then,
during the race, he’ll have to accomplish it really.
It’s
no use saying he won’t be able to run the zen way due to those premises.
He
will then resort to every ingeniousness to lower his time, always for his
childish identification of his personal value with his value in marathon. He
will cut across the course if he has the chance, he will take illegal or doping
substances to go faster, he will look for any kind of (external) miraculous
remedy
to achieve that result so important to him.
When,
obviously, he will fail to get the desired result, he will develop feelings of
revenge and retaliation. He will charge somebody or something (or at worst
misfortune) of his failure.
He’ll
unleash his angry. He’ll experience a sense of impotence and hard feelings
toward everything and everybody. And he will be considered just a poor soul by
whom is able to understand his intimate predicament.
Is
it so hard to understand that this vicious circle can be broken back to its
origins stopping to identify with one’s own results? For the anti-zen runner
it undoubtedly is.
According
to his psyche every act must be a trading object. Everything is being
commoditized, and nothing can be done just for pure pleasure. The idea to carry
out a workout that has no bearing on his programme or is not strictly useful for
some race to prepare can never cross his mind.
Running
for fun, to take pleasure in feeling the wind in hair, or muscles being strained,
do not belong to his wealth of experience or wishes.
Luckily
they do to ours.
Actually
the anti-zen runner lives a deep gap between his body and his soul. He’s fully
ruled by his thoughts with which he identifies completely and he’s ridden by
his own and others’ judgments.
His
mind is totally unable to get body signals and in fact is often in the grip of
injuries which are just provoked by his blind resolution to carry out hard works
even when his body is not capable to bear them. Other times he tries to hold in
race
or at field rhythms he can’t stand thus getting frequent cramps, contractures
and so on.
If
he breaks off in mid hard training session, though, will always be somebody
else’s fault: dinner of the previous evening, the osteopathy specialist who
doesn’t understand a blessed thing, his run mate who pulled him too much ahead.
Don’t
let us make the mistake to laugh too loudly at these little ‘field’
portraits in which we’ll have certainly recognized Tom or Dick. On the
contrary, think about that somebody else
may
have recognized us or some side of ours in there. And for once let’s try to
understand that the other is us. The other is us.
On
his interior growing (as on ours) can depend world destiny. Our actions modify
thoughts and behaviors, affect gestures and impressions. We have got an immense
power we are not aware of.
Let’s
make good use of it. Now.
A
sister of mine years ago told me it’s as everyone was bringing a knapsack on
his shoulder. A bag, containing other people faults, was always in front of our
eyes. The other bag, instead, hidden behind our back, was containing our faults.
And that was awfully bigger. Let’s try not to forget too often this image. Our
own faults are often totally invisible to us, but they are very visible to
others.
Even
though his mind controls his life with his thoughts, his wanting, his clinging,
the anti-zen runner too senses, nevertheless, his profound loneliness
and unhappiness.
And
in those few occasions he gets in touch with himself to realize to find only
straw it makes him to feel down and unsatisfied.
The
solution he uses to apply is that of making a resolution for the future. He will
say: “Today it is going this way, but tomorrow if I apply myself, I’ll be
able to improve little by little”. A very good intention that almost always
has just the function to postpone to the day after what on the contrary could
and should be done today to not self condemn one to sadness and low spirits.
Krishnamurti
says that while chronological time has a meaning (today is happening this,
tomorrow that), psychological time is completely devoid of it.
That
is, it’s no meaning saying:
“Tomorrow
I’ll be better” or “Starting next month I’ll be kinder with people”.
When
this kind of assertions are being made it’s just to account for our laziness,
our indolence, our inability to change our life.
There’s
only one moment when we can act to change us. And it is here and now.
American runs
(by Giorgio Pogliano)
Philadelphia (Usa/Pennsylvania) - April 28. We landed here from Italy last
night. We rented a car and drove to our cousin's home, a few miles from
Philadelphia. More than a home it is a mansion, built around the turn of the
century. It's a fabulous place, surrounded by acres of land.
I get out at seven in the morning, cross a lawn full of daffodils and
aimlessly follow a line of sycamores. I'm in America again, after a year.
Three days ago - a lifetime - I ran the Pisa Marathon and, three weeks
before, the Turin Marathon. Yesterday, as we had a drink on the veranda, a
little deer, a bambi, showed up on the lawn, and our host recommended that
we scan our daughter for ticks before putting her to bed. Deer ticks are
very small and they carry a terrible infection called "Lyme's
disease".
My muscles feel the two marathons I just ran but, overall, I'm not doing
badly. I stop for some stretching and work on my hamstrings on a fallen tree
trunk. There are no human noises, just the sounds of the woods.
Our cousin has been fighting cancer for seven years. She had
self-transplants, chemo cycles, radio cycles. Even yesterday she had a bout
with chemo and then quickly came home to make dinner before we arrived.
After dinner we talked and I was impressed by her philosophy. "Forty years
old" - she said - "a good age. I'm happy I got here. Now I live a day
at a
time... turn forty every day...".
We ought to learn life from her. I try to picture life through her eyes. How
green is this meadow. How blue is this sky. How strong are the smells in
this woods. How beautiful life is. How hard it would be to leave it.
I ran a loop and now I'm in the entrance lane again. She planted a line of
cherry trees with her own hands. I read somewhere that those who do not
believe in God don't believe in the future either... and plant no trees.
The book is published by Editoriale Sport Italia
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Interesting zen links and notes
You can find a lot of interestig books about:
Zen
Meditation
Psychology
Mind and body
Running
Nutrition
Neurobiology
Scientific basis
Zen tales
ecc.
in the commented bibliography
(in italian) of the book.
These links are all in english language:
An interesting english article about zen swimming was found at:
www.totalimmersion.net/articles/zenlike.html
You can find a lot of interesting running zen suggestions in the site
mastered by Austin "Ozzie" Gontang at:
http://www.mindfulness.com/mr.asp
www.runtheplanet.com
The
place on the web where every athlete can find new running paths
in every world corner.
www.runtheplanet.com/pages/refer/rtpcaffe.php
Giorgio Pogliano english tales. Eyes opened, some poetry, and a good
amount of tenderness.
www.roadrunnersports.com/cgi-bin/rrs/rrs/rrHome.jsp
A lot of good advices about all running shoes sold in the USA. The site contains
also critical opinions about simple users, written without any filter.